12.19.19.08.01

Maybe eccentric and deviant, this I am. Celebrate this I do very much. I am sapient, a man, a boy, an animal, virtuous, Jedi, and witkh. Passing one of the couple crossroads in my life, I am. The Goddess says Tay Tay is apart of my future… intimately. Maybe this is true and I believe that it is. However I also believe that I am often wrong; And, I hardly ever seem to know that I am right, or wrong, when in the moment.

I am working on my own religious path. I call it religious because the afterlife is very much apart of it. However, a focus of mine is on life and how the means justify the end. I love romance stories because a happy ending {Comedy} is virtually guaranteed. I despise tragedies, life can be tragic enough without trying to be ‘entertained’ by one.

Order of the Jedi is my religious path. Jedi only because I see that the ‘Force’ really is everything. It is the membrane that matter and energy is reacted from. Frequencies of waves in this membrane determine what the material/energy is. Everything is simply an elaborateness mental construct, an illusion.

First phase of my life was growing up an becoming self aware. That ended at around the time I graduated High School. However, the end of the second phase of my life is when I became truly sapient. A dog can be self-aware and it still often does thing that are bad for it, like think antifreeze is taste.

A very deep and dark depression has been my orbit for the first two phases of my life. Recently I found a way out of it. However once you let the Dark Side in, forever will it dominate your destiny. I am still working on feeling that I am beautiful; But in order for Tay Tay to love me I have to love myself first… well maybe not but it’s a better place to start than obsessing and stalking. laugh

Actually recognizing and learning from the repeating patterns in my life is what marks the end of my second phase. I have been living with my parents with very little income. Luckily my parents both have very well paying jobs and are excellent at making themselves indispensable to their employer. I thankful for them, and this because this allows me to be less distracted with the more menial tasks of life.

President Barry Soetoro would see me as a vote for him because I am unemployed and could get lots of money from the state. He is the Food-stamp President after all. However, I value individual liberty innately and reject almost all government benevolence. Actual charities are more efficient and help more people than the government ever has, is, or can. Furthermore, the Free Market {instead of crony capitalism} has risen more people out of poverty than any other economic system invented by Terrans.

So yes, like Tay Tay I am seen as a Republican now more often than not. Yet I despise a lot of Rockefeller Republicrats too. The Establishment has run both parties and this country towards the edge of a cliff by continually ‘compromising’ with evil.

Anyhow, back on topic. Marriage, family, children, home, success, and abundance are the primary forces in the third and longest phase of my life. Longest because I believe marriage is for life. Maybe things change later but that is irrelevant to the attitude you approach marriage with.

Today I welcome a soul-mate into my life as my wife, and vice verse. A soul-mate is as free as I am to live any life they want. They can be anyone they want. So right now my future wife could be ‘anyone’. Instead of focusing on who it is, I center on traits I believe will help me the most to be happy with them. Focus on what marriage means to me and what I want from it. As with any union energy goes both to and from. I give and ‘get’ in our life.

I have written whole blogs on who I see a soul-mate that I welcome as my wife as. I wrote another one what I wanted marriage to be to me. This is all casting a spell through Positive Thinking and the Law of Attraction. The focus is always on myself because that is what is ethical and also it is impossible to ‘control’ anyone else.

The Goddess repeatedly insists to me that Taylor Alison Swift is my future wife. Yes that may seem silly to some but I have gotten past that. Knowing who it is nice but does not change how I live my life. It has to be that way or I become unbalanced and introduce disharmony into myself. I focus on serenity, tranquility, and harmony a lot with meditation and spell kasting.

What is even more important is maintaining the humility of knowing that I can be wrong. So instead of control I simply tell the Lady what I want and let the Goddess orchestrate everything. She motivates, inspires, and guides me to do whatever it is I need to do which is very little. I am exceedingly impulsive and so it is somewhat easy for me to do this.

Still I could be wrong and if I am then I will be shown this in time. I doubt it because the Lady never lies. I may be confused and believing a ‘lie’ but again I very much doubt it. I have three decades and past lives of memories to remind me that I can still be wrong, though. laugh

Realizing that even adults fail to ever really ‘grow-up’ is a part of maturing. When you are a teenager most think of our parents as near god-like. However, really they are just like their children doing the best they can with what they know at the time. Instead of perfect actions, there are only ever beautiful intentions. This is part of why the means justify the end. Act with honor and virtue and whatever your ‘end’ is? is the best outcome for you… even if it can be unfathomably hard to believe at the time.

Life is a sea of possibilities and we are like mermaids and merbutlers swimming through our Tree of Life. Given the ‘mortal’ vantage point of constantly being in the first person, it is easy to become confused and lost. This is why trusting the Goddess is important. Her only desire is to help us reach our destination. Our destination is what we ‘want’.

Everyday the Goddess helps me feel more implicitly, eternally, absolutely, and abundantly I am in l♥ve with, trust, adore, desire, and admire Taylor Alison Swift.

(Source: facebook.com)

The more I shuffle the less my own Ego is involved with the answer. As before I shuffled the deck thoroughly. I like to virtually eliminate my ego from answers so that involves a lot of shuffling… well, until my skin starts to hurt from being rubbed on so much. Nine of Earth is irrelevant to why I am writing this post on my blog. 12.19.19.06.08 Release * - * Archangel Azrael is revealing that I am at the end of a phase in my life and beginning another. I already know this. The question was when my wife and I are going to elope to Las Vegas today? King of Water * - * The only thing I am understanding from the Fairies {Elemental creatures of the Lady} Is that it will happen. I have moved on very far past needing my wife to be Taylor Alison Swift. So why is there nothing when the end of the day comes and it is time to go to bed? What is it that I am missing? How do I need to grow? What about my past should I learn that is not letting me move on? Nine of Water * - * Now the Fairies are directly saying that what I want to happen will happen. With who I ‘want’ it to happen with ‘Tay Tay’. That my life is a movie and I am the directors/writer/producer. They have clearly understood my thoughts and emotions. So why was there nothing there at the end of last Thursday? 12.19.19.06.11 The question is: Will my wife elope with me to Las Vegas today, now? Yes it is a reoccurring question but I seem to be getting a reoccurring answer as well from the deck. So why is there nothing there beneath my foot? Page of Water * - * A new person enters your life. A relationship begins a new phase. Heightened Psychic Abilities * - * So the Fairies reveal that Tay Tay will be welcoming me into her life today as my wife, and vee-keh vehr-sah. That our relationship will begin our new phase. That will be nice… I pray that it true; Will, that the next phase will finally be there for me to move on too? Nine of Water * - * Lavish abundance. Give birth to your dreams. Nurture yourself and others. * - * that all seems rather clear and straight forward. Archangel Gabriel, calls Tay Tay the Empress and we both get everything we want from each other…. That will be awesome. I pray that it true; Will, that the next phase will finally be there for me to move on too? What is it that I am doing wrong? In every other spell the Lady is very forth coming with help, with at least finding out what I am confused and wrong about. Leave other people alone, got it. Focus on your self image, got that too. Envision the life I want to actually be living. What I want to do, how it makes me feel. Been doing that loads. So why is it that this void and my confusion persists? I have gotten upset and angry over this and that is the outrageous part. Normally when I forget myself and lower my frequency like that, I seemingly inadvertently solve the problem. I am already well past “giving up” on trying to control this, I am well aware that is impossible. I leave all the details for the Lady to surprise me with. So why is it that this void and my confusion persists? When I seemingly need Her the most?
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The more I shuffle the less my own Ego is involved with the answer. As before I shuffled the deck thoroughly. I like to virtually eliminate my ego from answers so that involves a lot of shuffling… well, until my skin starts to hurt from being rubbed on so much. Nine of Earth is irrelevant to why I am writing this post on my blog. 12.19.19.06.08 Release * - * Archangel Azrael is revealing that I am at the end of a phase in my life and beginning another. I already know this. The question was when my wife and I are going to elope to Las Vegas today? King of Water * - * The only thing I am understanding from the Fairies {Elemental creatures of the Lady} Is that it will happen. I have moved on very far past needing my wife to be Taylor Alison Swift. So why is there nothing when the end of the day comes and it is time to go to bed? What is it that I am missing? How do I need to grow? What about my past should I learn that is not letting me move on? Nine of Water * - * Now the Fairies are directly saying that what I want to happen will happen. With who I ‘want’ it to happen with ‘Tay Tay’. That my life is a movie and I am the directors/writer/producer. They have clearly understood my thoughts and emotions. So why was there nothing there at the end of last Thursday? 12.19.19.06.11 The question is: Will my wife elope with me to Las Vegas today, now? Yes it is a reoccurring question but I seem to be getting a reoccurring answer as well from the deck. So why is there nothing there beneath my foot? Page of Water * - * A new person enters your life. A relationship begins a new phase. Heightened Psychic Abilities * - * So the Fairies reveal that Tay Tay will be welcoming me into her life today as my wife, and vee-keh vehr-sah. That our relationship will begin our new phase. That will be nice… I pray that it true; Will, that the next phase will finally be there for me to move on too? Nine of Water * - * Lavish abundance. Give birth to your dreams. Nurture yourself and others. * - * that all seems rather clear and straight forward. Archangel Gabriel, calls Tay Tay the Empress and we both get everything we want from each other…. That will be awesome. I pray that it true; Will, that the next phase will finally be there for me to move on too? What is it that I am doing wrong? In every other spell the Lady is very forth coming with help, with at least finding out what I am confused and wrong about. Leave other people alone, got it. Focus on your self image, got that too. Envision the life I want to actually be living. What I want to do, how it makes me feel. Been doing that loads. So why is it that this void and my confusion persists? I have gotten upset and angry over this and that is the outrageous part. Normally when I forget myself and lower my frequency like that, I seemingly inadvertently solve the problem. I am already well past “giving up” on trying to control this, I am well aware that is impossible. I leave all the details for the Lady to surprise me with. So why is it that this void and my confusion persists? When I seemingly need Her the most?
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The more I shuffle the less my own Ego is involved with the answer. As before I shuffled the deck thoroughly. I like to virtually eliminate my ego from answers so that involves a lot of shuffling… well, until my skin starts to hurt from being rubbed on so much. Nine of Earth is irrelevant to why I am writing this post on my blog.

12.19.19.06.08

  • Release * - * Archangel Azrael is revealing that I am at the end of a phase in my life and beginning another. I already know this. The question was when my wife and I are going to elope to Las Vegas today?

  • King of Water * - * The only thing I am understanding from the Fairies {Elemental creatures of the Lady} Is that it will happen. I have moved on very far past needing my wife to be Taylor Alison Swift. So why is there nothing when the end of the day comes and it is time to go to bed? What is it that I am missing? How do I need to grow? What about my past should I learn that is not letting me move on?

  • Nine of Water * - * Now the Fairies are directly saying that what I want to happen will happen. With who I ‘want’ it to happen with ‘Tay Tay’. That my life is a movie and I am the directors/writer/producer. They have clearly understood my thoughts and emotions. So why was there nothing there at the end of last Thursday?

12.19.19.06.11

The question is: Will my wife elope with me to Las Vegas today, now? Yes it is a reoccurring question but I seem to be getting a reoccurring answer as well from the deck. So why is there nothing there beneath my foot?

  • Page of Water * - * A new person enters your life. A relationship begins a new phase. Heightened Psychic Abilities * - * So the Fairies reveal that Tay Tay will be welcoming me into her life today as my wife, and vee-keh vehr-sah. That our relationship will begin our new phase. That will be nice… I pray that it true; Will, that the next phase will finally be there for me to move on too?

  • Nine of Water * - * Lavish abundance. Give birth to your dreams. Nurture yourself and others. * - * that all seems rather clear and straight forward. Archangel Gabriel, calls Tay Tay the Empress and we both get everything we want from each other…. That will be awesome. I pray that it true; Will, that the next phase will finally be there for me to move on too?

What is it that I am doing wrong? In every other spell the Lady is very forth coming with help, with at least finding out what I am confused and wrong about. Leave other people alone, got it. Focus on your self image, got that too. Envision the life I want to actually be living. What I want to do, how it makes me feel. Been doing that loads. So why is it that this void and my confusion persists?

I have gotten upset and angry over this and that is the outrageous part. Normally when I forget myself and lower my frequency like that, I seemingly inadvertently solve the problem. I am already well past “giving up” on trying to control this, I am well aware that is impossible. I leave all the details for the Lady to surprise me with. So why is it that this void and my confusion persists? When I seemingly need Her the most?

This reading is taken with a deck of Tarot/Oracle cards called ‘Angels’;  Created by Doreen Virtue, Raquel C. Valentine, and Scott A. Roberts.  Please feel free to tell me what you think.  I may disagree of course, but the Lady works in mysterious ways.  I realize that I am eccentric, deviant, and maybe more than a little perverted {as evident by other things I (re)blog}. Saying my ’wife’ may be confusing to some so who know I am not married.  I will explain.  I favor speaking in a positive manner.  That is that I speak about what I want to happen, instead of what I dislike.I like to include that with speaking about the present and past.  So my funky use of tense is intended, some.  Of course, there are still the actual mistakes in grammar.  **lulz** The reason for this is simple.  The Lady, Lord, Force, God, Allah, or Universe rejects all use of contractions.  Those are no, not, never, never-ever, naught, et cetera. So any time you see a sentence use a contraction;  Imagine the sentence without it? and that is what the Force hears. Negative emotions are astronomically less powerful than positive ones like Joy, happiness, and love.  However, you keep talking about what you don’t want? and sooner or later, you are going to manifest that.Yes I take the written word very seriously.  Words have power, regardless of that inane nursery rhyme we were all taught as children… more lies. I cast this reading creating thirteen different piles of cards with the seventy eight card deck.  I then took each pile and place a card on the remaining decks in sequence, equally.  Until I got to four piles.  Then I shuffled them by fanning them like a normal deck of playing cards.  I do this to impart my Chi onto the cards;  And to separate my ‘ego’ from them with the randomness. Coincidences are an illusion and thus a lie.  They are the Lady’s message to us that there is something important there. Half of any casting of cards is listening to your gut, or superego.  Separating your Ego from you superego is where the randomness comes in partly.  Then as you look at the cards impartial and unbiased, which is easier said than done. Whatever pops up into your mind’s third eye, is what you go with… coincidences are like sign posts for a self-casting.  Naturally when giving a reading to someone else they like to be closed mouth.  So there are very little coincidences for you to see. Past: {Eight of Earth, King of Water, Nine of Earth}I am confused on what the Eight of Earth means by my skilled work will be recognized and rewarded… Maybe he means the charity stuff I write for erotica or CHYOO… I am in the process of rewriting all of that though.  **cough** nightmarish grammar and spelling mistakes.King of Water;  He is looking downwards together in the same direction as the Queen of Earth.  I have always had an affinity for water, and the ocean in general.  Though the idea of treading water, without a bottom, terrifies me. So naturally I enlisted in the United States Navy when I was younger. **go figure hehe** I have a lot of Earth in this line.  I believe that is recognizing that I have healed a great deal of self-inflicted damage.  At the same time I have grown as an individual.Nine of Earth suggests that I will be phenomenally successful in writing fictional stories… this reading is real. :P  Present: {Chariot, Awakening, Four of Fire}Commonality, I am reading the book “Chariots of Fire” by Erich von Däniken.  I am already a zealous Dänikenite. **lulz**Archangel Metatron is one of two Archangels who the Lady ‘raised’ to the status of Archangel after Death.  Of course, I imagine the actual story is very much different from that however I am surprised by the intersecting lines of commonality.As if an entity going by the name “Metatron” is actually choosing to act as a conduit of the Lady’s will;  And, helping me achieve my most fervent prayer/spell/wish.  Raziel’s help absolute.That would for the Lady to help my wife and I start our journey together.  Also for the Lady to help us absolutely and abundantly clearly understand accurate and precise telepathic and emphatic communication between each other. :)I believe that is Tay Tay;  However, I focus on myself and the perfect wife for me.  This is so that my Chi is helping manifest change in moi versus trying to change anyone else, let alone a celebrity.The Lady is absolutely and abundantly capable of handling the universe all on Her own;  And, most definitely wants me to butt out.  **lulz**Archangel Gabriel is apparently with me as well.  She {souls are whatever sex they want to be}is helping to ensure the universe affects me as the Lady wills it.  These two archangels may be the last ones I would ‘call’ on by name.  Just the same I am overjoyed that it is them, because they are obviously the best ones for the job… **I don’t know can angel’s choose to let their feelings get hurt?** I know from a previous casting yesterday that Archangel Razielis with me as well so that makes three.  She also revealed herself to three other Jedi last weekend when I went to a Holistic Expo.  Her domains are Magik, knowledge, soul-mates, secrets and she is called the Wizard. She likes to be referred to as “The Doctor”. All angels are absolute conduits of the Lady’s will.  As the Force is omnipotent, omnipresent, indivisible, immovable, and indomitable so are all angels.  Archangel’s domains are what makes them unique;  Instead of what sapiens’ may think of as power.Every time the Lady thinks of love, an angel is born.  The Lady’s love is infinite and so are the number of angels.  They can help all of creation equally with any task abundantly and absolutely… Gabriel is reminding me to be who I am, instead of trying to pretend or act like who I think my wife wants or deserves.  This morning begins the calm before the storm. **2012.04.30-morning** Very soon Michael’s life will change drastically and he will be happy with the changes.  He will miss what he will loose in the process, and that is healthy.  It is important for him to channel other points of view than the ones he is comfortable and natural with. Four of Fire, is a gateway of fire to my wife and I.  I feel that my body is reacting to whatever is coming.  It is like a big Thunder storm is sweeping in.  Take off in an airplane;  Driving up a very tall mountain;  The calm before the storm.  Pain that I normally feel from Psoriatic Arthritis is dulled.  Maybe this suggests my wife is flying?I feel a compulsion to believe that the card is acting as a bridge between the Present and Now.  The two words almost mean the same thing to most.  I separated them as the immediate and then the next thirty nine hours.  I am to be myself. The next week will be a joyful experience for Michael filled with Love. Future: {Three of Fire, Queen of Earth, Ten of Fire}Three of Fire, is telling me that the next five years more will be a phenomenal exalting success for my wife and I.  Spiritual and Material abundance is ours to be had.  We will raise superhumanly and Divinely gifted, healthy, and fit biological children. **He there bub;  You have to cheer-lead for yourself;  Before anyone else will.**Queen of Earth, is Michael’s wife.  She is looking up and forward with the King of Fire which is Michael.  Elementally Earth and Fire coexist very well together.  Their synergy is immense.  They are like two peas in a pod.  They think very much alike.  They spend most of their time together and are enriched by it. Ten of Fire:  There is a lot of the element of fire around Michael’s wife. Fire is a double edged weapon.  It may want to heal as much as destroy.  They have a difficult path ahead, and Michael and his wife will be called upon to let others help.  If they listen, the Lady will reveal who is safe to trust. Now: {Four of Fire, Paige of Water}Paige of Water, is acknowledging that my wife and I, have done this dance before. Michael and his wife began this life as all lives do.  They establish what experiences they want to have in their life.  They choose all the details then and there.  In the present there are a small number of details that they are aware of that they can change if they wish.A new phase in the relationship of Michael with his wife begins now.  Great change is coming for Michael, and so remain focused on the outcome desired and let the heart guide.  He will move a great distance from his parents, couple friends, and everything he is comfortable with.Maybe ironically Michael will be happy where he is with his wife.  Realize that the souls of family and friends have chosen their own paths.  Those relationships are also entering into a new phase and are leading them towards what they want to experience. “Thank you Jeff and Lezlee, you made part of this very easy with your actions in the past.  May the Force be with you, and you ask the Lady to light your path.” The last sentence of the Paige of Water card indeed does say “Heightened Psychic Abilities”.  I am happy with that being in my future too.  However I must state that everyone has an equal psychic opportunity, even if our outcomes are different.This is like money in a Free Market economy.  Inequality is by design, as it is a consequence of past choices.  Luckily the government fails to even try to forcefully ‘redistribute’ psychic potential.  **shudders**  Horrid nightmare… absolutely horrid.Four of Fire, reminds me of stargates.  Yes like the television show and movie.  It will either destroy me, and lead to my death.  Or my wife and I facing our future together as one.  The reason for the choice is because right now is an ‘opt out’ for both of us. ‘Opt Outs’ are times when your soul can choose to end the current life.  Generally a soul may choose five or six different opt-outs in a life-time.  This is without anything to do with Depression or thinking negatively about the Self at all.  To ‘opt out’ means your higher self {or Id} rejects the future of the path the ego and superego has put itself on.If an Id decides time is up and hits the eject button then that is how the cookie crumbles.  Science, physics, Hermes, medicine, doctors, or whatever are void of any power over opting out.  As I implied before, this is decided completely without the Ego or Superego’s knowledge or input because they are bias and without the necessary objectivity.However, please understand that we are our Id.  Our Id is apart of who we are, our thoughts, our opinions, our loves, interests, hobbies, whatever makes us unique as individuals.  The Id simply is much more than just that, and has access to knowledge and a point of view the Ego and Super Ego fails to.  We are all of equal ‘worth’ in the eyes of the Lady.  We all equally ‘deserve’ to be happy.  This is true for everyone, at all times, regardless of any life’s singularity.   All we have to do is “take a chance” like the synthetics in “Space: Above and Beyond“ used to say.  Then the “Law of Attraction” takes care of the rest. Even if I am not right?  **see what I did there with the contraction?**  That would simply mean that I am confused and will meditate some more to gain further enlightenment. Square the Circle For those who read this and think I am insane?  I am ok with that.  I have zero control over what anyone do, let alone think.  Even if I am wrong, I refuse to exercise such power.  There is a much more loving, joyful, and happy path to take to achieve any result.  The means justify the end;  Instead of vee-keh vehr-sah.
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This reading is taken with a deck of Tarot/Oracle cards called ‘Angels’;  Created by Doreen Virtue, Raquel C. Valentine, and Scott A. Roberts.  Please feel free to tell me what you think.  I may disagree of course, but the Lady works in mysterious ways.  I realize that I am eccentric, deviant, and maybe more than a little perverted {as evident by other things I (re)blog}.

Saying my ’wife’ may be confusing to some so who know I am not married.  I will explain.  I favor speaking in a positive manner.  That is that I speak about what I want to happen, instead of what I dislike.

I like to include that with speaking about the present and past.  So my funky use of tense is intended, some.  Of course, there are still the actual mistakes in grammar.  **lulz**

The reason for this is simple.  The Lady, Lord, Force, God, Allah, or Universe rejects all use of contractions.  Those are no, not, never, never-ever, naught, et cetera. So any time you see a sentence use a contraction;  Imagine the sentence without it? and that is what the Force hears.

Negative emotions are astronomically less powerful than positive ones like Joy, happiness, and love.  However, you keep talking about what you don’t want? and sooner or later, you are going to manifest that.

Yes I take the written word very seriously.  Words have power, regardless of that inane nursery rhyme we were all taught as children… more lies.

I cast this reading creating thirteen different piles of cards with the seventy eight card deck.  I then took each pile and place a card on the remaining decks in sequence, equally.  Until I got to four piles.  Then I shuffled them by fanning them like a normal deck of playing cards.  I do this to impart my Chi onto the cards;  And to separate my ‘ego’ from them with the randomness.

Coincidences are an illusion and thus a lie.  They are the Lady’s message to us that there is something important there.

Half of any casting of cards is listening to your gut, or superego.  Separating your Ego from you superego is where the randomness comes in partly.  Then as you look at the cards impartial and unbiased, which is easier said than done.

Whatever pops up into your mind’s third eye, is what you go with… coincidences are like sign posts for a self-casting.  Naturally when giving a reading to someone else they like to be closed mouth.  So there are very little coincidences for you to see.

  • Past: {Eight of Earth, King of Water, Nine of Earth}
    I am confused on what the Eight of Earth means by my skilled work will be recognized and rewarded… Maybe he means the charity stuff I write for erotica or CHYOO… I am in the process of rewriting all of that though.  **cough** nightmarish grammar and spelling mistakes.

    King of Water;  He is looking downwards together in the same direction as the Queen of Earth.  I have always had an affinity for water, and the ocean in general.  Though the idea of treading water, without a bottom, terrifies me.
    So naturally I enlisted in the United States Navy when I was younger. **go figure hehe**
    I have a lot of Earth in this line.  I believe that is recognizing that I have healed a great deal of self-inflicted damage.  At the same time I have grown as an individual.

    Nine of Earth suggests that I will be phenomenally successful in writing fictional stories… this reading is real. :P
     
  • Present: {Chariot, Awakening, Four of Fire}
    Commonality, I am reading the book “Chariots of Fire” by Erich von Däniken.  I am already a zealous Dänikenite. **lulz**

    Archangel Metatron is one of two Archangels who the Lady ‘raised’ to the status of Archangel after Death.  Of course, I imagine the actual story is very much different from that however I am surprised by the intersecting lines of commonality.

    As if an entity going by the name “Metatron” is actually choosing to act as a conduit of the Lady’s will;  And, helping me achieve my most fervent prayer/spell/wish.  Raziel’s help absolute.

    That would for the Lady to help my wife and I start our journey together.  Also for the Lady to help us absolutely and abundantly clearly understand accurate and precise telepathic and emphatic communication between each other. :)

    I believe that is Tay Tay;  However, I focus on myself and the perfect wife for me.  This is so that my Chi is helping manifest change in moi versus trying to change anyone else, let alone a celebrity.

    The Lady is absolutely and abundantly capable of handling the universe all on Her own;  And, most definitely wants me to butt out.  **lulz**

    Archangel Gabriel is apparently with me as well.  She {souls are whatever sex they want to be}is helping to ensure the universe affects me as the Lady wills it.  These two archangels may be the last ones I would ‘call’ on by name.  Just the same I am overjoyed that it is them, because they are obviously the best ones for the job…
    **I don’t know can angel’s choose to let their feelings get hurt?**
    I know from a previous casting yesterday that Archangel Razielis with me as well so that makes three.  She also revealed herself to three other Jedi last weekend when I went to a Holistic Expo.  Her domains are Magik, knowledge, soul-mates, secrets and she is called the Wizard.
    She likes to be referred to as “The Doctor”.
    All angels are absolute conduits of the Lady’s will.  As the Force is omnipotent, omnipresent, indivisible, immovable, and indomitable so are all angels.  Archangel’s domains are what makes them unique;  Instead of what sapiens’ may think of as power.

    Every time the Lady thinks of love, an angel is born.  The Lady’s love is infinite and so are the number of angels.  They can help all of creation equally with any task abundantly and absolutely… 

    Gabriel is reminding me to be who I am, instead of trying to pretend or act like who I think my wife wants or deserves.  This morning begins the calm before the storm. **2012.04.30-morning**
    Very soon Michael’s life will change drastically and he will be happy with the changes.  He will miss what he will loose in the process, and that is healthy.  It is important for him to channel other points of view than the ones he is comfortable and natural with.
    Four of Fire, is a gateway of fire to my wife and I.  I feel that my body is reacting to whatever is coming.  It is like a big Thunder storm is sweeping in.  Take off in an airplane;  Driving up a very tall mountain;  The calm before the storm.  Pain that I normally feel from Psoriatic Arthritis is dulled.  Maybe this suggests my wife is flying?

    I feel a compulsion to believe that the card is acting as a bridge between the Present and Now.  The two words almost mean the same thing to most.  I separated them as the immediate and then the next thirty nine hours.  I am to be myself.
    The next week will be a joyful experience for Michael filled with Love.
  • Future: {Three of Fire, Queen of Earth, Ten of Fire}
    Three of Fire, is telling me that the next five years more will be a phenomenal exalting success for my wife and I.  Spiritual and Material abundance is ours to be had.  We will raise superhumanly and Divinely gifted, healthy, and fit biological children.
    **He there bub;  You have to cheer-lead for yourself;  Before anyone else will.**

    Queen of Earth, is Michael’s wife.  She is looking up and forward with the King of Fire which is Michael.  Elementally Earth and Fire coexist very well together.  Their synergy is immense.  They are like two peas in a pod.  They think very much alike.  They spend most of their time together and are enriched by it.
    Ten of Fire:  There is a lot of the element of fire around Michael’s wife. Fire is a double edged weapon.  It may want to heal as much as destroy.  They have a difficult path ahead, and Michael and his wife will be called upon to let others help.  If they listen, the Lady will reveal who is safe to trust.
  • Now: {Four of Fire, Paige of Water}
    Paige of Water, is acknowledging that my wife and I, have done this dance before.
    Michael and his wife began this life as all lives do.  They establish what experiences they want to have in their life.  They choose all the details then and there.  In the present there are a small number of details that they are aware of that they can change if they wish.

    A new phase in the relationship of Michael with his wife begins now.  Great change is coming for Michael, and so remain focused on the outcome desired and let the heart guide.  He will move a great distance from his parents, couple friends, and everything he is comfortable with.

    Maybe ironically Michael will be happy where he is with his wife.  Realize that the souls of family and friends have chosen their own paths.  Those relationships are also entering into a new phase and are leading them towards what they want to experience.

    “Thank you Jeff and Lezlee, you made part of this very easy with your actions in the past.  May the Force be with you, and you ask the Lady to light your path.”

    The last sentence of the Paige of Water card indeed does say “Heightened Psychic Abilities”.  I am happy with that being in my future too.  However I must state that everyone has an equal psychic opportunity, even if our outcomes are different.

    This is like money in a Free Market economy.  Inequality is by design, as it is a consequence of past choices.  Luckily the government fails to even try to forcefully ‘redistribute’ psychic potential.  **shudders**  Horrid nightmare… absolutely horrid.

    Four of Fire,     reminds me of stargates.  Yes like the television show and movie.  It will either destroy me, and lead to my death.  Or my wife and I facing our future together as one.  The reason for the choice is because right now is an ‘opt out’ for both of us.

‘Opt Outs’ are times when your soul can choose to end the current life.  Generally a soul may choose five or six different opt-outs in a life-time.  This is without anything to do with Depression or thinking negatively about the Self at all.  To ‘opt out’ means your higher self {or Id} rejects the future of the path the ego and superego has put itself on.

If an Id decides time is up and hits the eject button then that is how the cookie crumbles.  Science, physics, Hermes, medicine, doctors, or whatever are void of any power over opting out.  As I implied before, this is decided completely without the Ego or Superego’s knowledge or input because they are bias and without the necessary objectivity.

However, please understand that we are our Id.  Our Id is apart of who we are, our thoughts, our opinions, our loves, interests, hobbies, whatever makes us unique as individuals.  The Id simply is much more than just that, and has access to knowledge and a point of view the Ego and Super Ego fails to. 

We are all of equal ‘worth’ in the eyes of the Lady.  We all equally ‘deserve’ to be happy.  This is true for everyone, at all times, regardless of any life’s singularity.  

All we have to do is “take a chance” like the synthetics in “Space: Above and Beyond“ used to say.  Then the “Law of Attraction” takes care of the rest.

Even if I am not right?  **see what I did there with the contraction?**  That would simply mean that I am confused and will meditate some more to gain further enlightenment.

Square the Circle

For those who read this and think I am insane?  I am ok with that.  I have zero control over what anyone do, let alone think.  Even if I am wrong, I refuse to exercise such power.  There is a much more loving, joyful, and happy path to take to achieve any result.  The means justify the end;  Instead of vee-keh vehr-sah.

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