Spell 13 Beta is about Self;  And, what is desired for greatest happiness in my polyamorous marriage.  The most accurate and precise explanation I know of.  Focus on the feeling and living with what you want.

I am getting better and better every day, and in every way I am getting better and better.

I am referring to a polyamorous marriage of equals. Instead of one person gaining anything, maybe the marriage itself or those already committed to each other gain another.

I accept what my ego thinks it wants may differ from what my Chi knows will help me be happiest. Therefore maybe my future is monogamy, however I must give myself direction or I may as well be dead. So this is my current direction.

All those within a polyamorous marriage must be ‘in love with’ each other for it to work. I liken it to a triangle or diamond; Instead of the ‘sharing’ in a misogynous polygamist marriage. Diamonds are the hardest material known to our science. However a simply two dimensional triangle will fall.

The center point of a pyramid or diamond must be the Goddess. Belief in something greater than the self or anything of Terra is what leads to the success of a polyamorous marriage.

In common terms, 13 Alpha, Beta, and Gamma are in regards to Positive Thinking and the Law of Attraction. If a reader has any suggestions please feel free to let me know.

• Experienced past lives as Terrin Kael {FireStaff Chronicles}, Revan {Knights of the Old Republic}, and Bruce Wayne and many others less noteworthy.
• Divinely wise in all four Cardinal Virtues: Fortitude, Justice, Patience, Temperance.
• Serves a purpose greater than the Self.  The Force, and the Lady.
• Ability to see patterns that others tend to ignore with a genius intellect.  The knowledge of when to use knowledge with Divine wisdom.
• Phenomenally Divinely successful artist.  Awe inspiring artistry.
• Awe inspiring in constantly being happy, humble, joyful, and loving.
• Eternally young.  Potently virile.
• Superhumanly healthy, fit, and gifted
• Helps change the world for the better.  To live more Liberty and Freedom for his children than before.
• A family with over thirteen biological, superhumanly, and divinely healthy, fit, and gifted children, with each wife.

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Spell 13 Alpha is about the Self;  And, what is desired for greatest happiness in my polyamorous marriage.  The most accurate and precise explanation I know of.  Focus on the feeling and living with what you want.

I am getting better and better every day, and in every way I am getting better and better.

I am referring to a polyamorous marriage of equals. Instead of one person gaining anything, maybe the marriage itself or those already committed to each other gain another.

I accept what my ego thinks it wants may differ from what my Chi knows will help me be happiest. Therefore maybe my future is monogamy, however I must give myself direction or I may as well be dead. So this is my current direction.

All those within a polyamorous marriage must be ‘in love with’ each other for it to work. I liken it to a triangle or diamond; Instead of the ‘sharing’ in a misogynous polygamist marriage. Diamonds are the hardest material known to our science. However a simply two dimensional triangle will fall.

The center point of a pyramid or diamond must be the Goddess. Belief in something greater than the self or anything of Terra is what leads to the success of a polyamorous marriage.

In common terms, 13 Alpha, Beta, and Gamma are in regards to Positive Thinking and the Law of Attraction.

Below are character traits that I know that I want in my wives. How I define their individual character in my daydreams changes The more detail I know the closer I am to happiness. If a reader has any suggestions please feel free to let me know.

• Husband & Wife absolutely, abundantly, implicitly, and eternally mutually reciprocate ♥ being in love ♥ admiring ♥ adoring ♥ trusting ♥ with each other; And, themselves.
• Our family lives in a wheel-saucer shaped mansion from our dreams, and designed with knowledge of hermetic, masonry, and witkhkraft.
• Wives are:
• Humble, but high self respect, intelligent, wise, and strong but eager to accept my helping them in life, as I accept their help with mine.
• desires to and has over thirteen biological, super-humanly, and divinely healthy, fit, and gifted children with me.
• Likes to stay home and play games with family and friends.
• Plays or willing to play video games with me, like **Star Wars: The Old Republic**, Mass Effect, and Dragon Age with said family and friends.
• Intentionally, and Intensely, positive in how they live.
• Phenomenally successful magikal artist.
• Unknowingly, or knowingly, believes in the same spiritual, religious, and political gears that I do.
• I find them irresistibly, wonderstruckly, and unfathomably beautiful. like Taylor Alison Swift.
• Eternally young and richly fertile.
• Superhumanly & Divinely healthy, fit, and gifted.
• Exultingly Virtuous: Prudent, Judicious, Temperate, Fortitudinous, Faithful, Loving, Joyful, and Happy.

Our marriage is beautifully polyamorous. Face the future together. Living in the present as one. Help each other in all areas of our life. Beautiful as defined as something put together in such a way that it is greater than the sums of its parts. We absolutely and abundantly trusting and respecting each other as equals. Helps spread greater liberty, freedom, and the Lady across Terra for regardless of gender and all races and species. Helps and nurtures wives and husband with what the other wants by eternally being in love with each other absolutely and abundantly. Helps wives and husband with even greater phenomenal success in chosen careers, and what they want.

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Grandmother Trudy Hotop, mother’s mother, died this earlier this morning.  My mother just txted me saying that they are in Minneapolis now.  They have to deal with her house.

I have mixed feelings about my Grandmother.  I know that she is in a happier place.  Times were different when my mother was growing up.  However, she was evil and manipulative towards my mother.  She was while my mother was growing up and especially the last couple years before now.  My mother just wanted Grandmother to love her and did almost anything she was asked to do.  Grandmother would take advantage of that to get her own way often to the detriment of mother.

At 97, Grandmother’s death was expected.  The last couple weeks she was in and out of a hospital.  Last week she got Pneumonia after breaking her kneecap.  Despite the past I hoped she would pass quickly if it is her time.  A lingering death is horrible.  

Grandpa died about seven years ago.  He died in his sleep.

So I am at home, I chose to say goodbye from a distance.  I hate flying coach, at 6’3” my legs feel like their in a sardine can.  I have severe arthritis…  Mostly I wanted to stay home for a totally unrelated reason.  The mixed feelings for my Grandmother just made it easier.  Besides, the Force flows through us.  Her mortal coil is just a vessel… sure it has a fairy like spirit too but I hardly knew it.

Mostly my arthritis is just heaps and heaps of pain… the longer I stand the more pain, until I fall down.  The time for that to happen can vary some.  My mother has Rheumatoid Arthritis but she has been able to avoid a lot of joint destruction with heaps of medication.

Mother is exploring metaphysics some with me.  I meditate and think about it a lot more but it is nice to talk with her about it.  A few months ago she realized the level of pain medications she is taking.  She began to worry if she is addicted to them or if they are affecting her in some other way.

The answer was already known to mother though.  There is a huge difference between using pain medication to manage pain effects the mind in a completely different way than otherwise.  There still is a danger of over medication but so long as you take it to reduce pain, instead of eliminating it, the mind easily handles that.  This is mostly from personal experience, of watching her and myself to a limited extent.

So I have the house to myself.  Well there is Cassiopeia, my parent’s Britney Spaniel dog.  She is sweet, and sleeping at the moment.  She’s about fourteen or fifteen years old… So she is bucking the average too.  So she sleeps a lot.