Spell 3: Saturday 2012.05.05

Everything happens the way my Chi planned it. The latest phase of this life has ended. I am moving my foot to the next phase of my life. So why is nothing there?

What I want is known to me. Clarity of thought and will are with me. Daily envisioning the direction I want my life to go. So why is nothing there?

Manifesting what I want is becoming easier the more I do it. Actually exerting my will upon my reality is something I do less now though. It is more fun to just let the Divine handle the details. So I focus on the emotions I want to feel. So why is nothing there?

Who my wife is known to me. The term wife and how I define it is what I focus on. Trying to change someone else is impossible. Therefore, I bring clarity to what details help me choose to be happy the most. That happiness is why this direction of my life is clear to me, that I want. So why is nothing there beneath my foot?

Spending the rest of this life with a soul-mate is what I want. Creating and raising a family. Mutual, reciprocating absolutely, abundantly, implicitly, eternally being in love with, desiring, trusting, adoring, admiring my spouse. Helping her achieve what she wants in life, even if it happens to be contrary to my own.

These feelings are known to me because I already feel them for Taylor Alison Swift. That probably seems insane, because anyone reading this is unable to sense what I feel. I abhor the idea of causing her fear, anger, or pain. I only want her to be happy. Her own Chi has already chosen to accept or reject marriage. So why is there nothing beneath me?

To the Lady I even ask, and pray, to help me know and understand if I am wrong. That question gets answered seemingly emphatically that she is. The routine of my life that is left, I go about doing and then sleep at the end of the day. With gratitude for the Lady, I eat food. While recognizing that I am consuming a peace of the ‘Force’ into me. The Force is the Lady and therefore I am communing with her. I learn and grow with what I can. So why is nothing there beneath me?

To the faithless, the Lady always guides all of us whether you accept that or not is irrelevant. Actually accepting and embracing this empowers me with the strength to change it if I want. I have used this axiom to change the reality around me, already. So why is nothing there beneath me?

My recent and continuing weight-loss is a direct result of the Lady answering me. My parents who are both over 60 years old play Star Wars: The Old Republic with me. SW:TOR is an online video game. I manifest pizza some nights. I realize an Alienware laptop. Then I realized a top of the line gaming tower. Lately I materialized a 30” L.C.D. for said gaming tower. So why is nothing there beneath me?

Mostly changes in my Prime Material is what I have relayed to any reader. Changing my mortal coil is exceptionally difficult comparatively because it is simply a reflection of my Chi. I use affirmations in the mirror to help me ‘adjust’ my coil. So why is nothing there beneath me?

The one exception is my parents and that was different as well. With material objects I simply envision them in my life and how it makes me feel. A great many times I tried envisioning what I thought I wanted only to realize that it is meaningless to me. Or that I want something else. So why is nothing there beneath me?

As written before, failure will always result from trying to force another in this way. Why, is unknown to me but I am happy it is. Otherwise that would mean others have been doing this to me. Instead our Chi decide what people we allow into our universe. So why is nothing there beneath me?

There are billions of people just on Terra. So naturally over 99% of all choices are hidden from our Ego. They are chosen at birth like a giant tree of life, or spiderweb. Each decision leading to another. A single lifespan only charts a single journey through the maze. So why is nothing there beneath me?

The “Higher Self” is the self with that vantage point, I believe Psychologists call it the Id. The Spiritual Plane is mostly forgotten after returning from dreaming but that is irrelevant. It is what helps us make changes in the now.

Envision my own emotions of playing online video games with my parents. Soon after that my mother expresses an interest in playing. I have done the same thing with envisioning my emotions of having a wife who sometimes plays online video games with me. So why is nothing there beneath me?

All the while I continually ask the Lady to removal all outside negative influences near me. Absolute and Abundant help I also ask of the Lady. The help is for greater divine wisdom and intelligence. So why is nothing there beneath me?

The idea that my wife is someone other than Taylor Alison Swift, is something I am open to. I have prayed and asked for guidance on this a multitude of times and the answer is always the same. So why is nothing there beneath me?

Suggestions given are there is a delay. That I need to be patient. However, then the next day Michael, the archangel, reminds me. He reminds me that my life is a movie and I am the director, writer, and producer. So why is nothing there beneath me?

Then I go back to the depressing thought that maybe Taylor Alison Swift’s ‘Chi’ has rejected me in the now. That gets another emphatic response. I am inclined to believe that because there is little else I want in life; Than to help her change the world as her husband. So it stands to reason that my “Higher Self” would be hitting the eject button if she did. So why is nothing there beneath me?

That is what happens when a person goes off course. When they start going in a direction that their soul neither wants or planned on. So why is nothing there beneath me?

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My wife out buying our wedding rings to elope to Las Vegas with. Before flying to Pasco, airport.

My wife’s first message to me as my wife.

My wife did this after I proposed.

This reading is taken with a deck of Tarot/Oracle cards called ‘Angels’; Created by Doreen Virtue, Raquel C. Valentine, and Scott A. Roberts. Please feel free to tell me what you think. I may disagree of course, but the Lady works in mysterious ways. I realize that I am eccentric, deviant, and maybe more than a little perverted {as evident by other things I (re)blog}.

Saying my ’wife’ may be confusing to some so who know I am not married. I will explain. I favor speaking in a positive manner. That is that I speak about what I want to happen, instead of what I dislike.

I like to include that with speaking about the present and past. So my funky use of tense is intended, some. Of course, there are still the actual mistakes in grammar. **lulz**

The reason for this is simple. The Lady, Lord, Force, God, Allah, or Universe rejects all use of contractions. Those are no, not, never, never-ever, naught, et cetera. So any time you see a sentence use a contraction; Imagine the sentence without it? and that is what the Force hears.

Negative emotions are astronomically less powerful than positive ones like Joy, happiness, and love. However, you keep talking about what you don’t want? and sooner or later, you are going to manifest that.

Yes I take the written word very seriously. Words have power, regardless of that inane nursery rhyme we were all taught as children… more lies.

I cast this reading creating thirteen different piles of cards with the seventy eight card deck. I then took each pile and place a card on the remaining decks in sequence, equally. Until I got to four piles. Then I shuffled them by fanning them like a normal deck of playing cards. I do this to impart my Chi onto the cards; And to separate my ‘ego’ from them with the randomness.

Coincidences are an illusion and thus a lie. They are the Lady’s message to us that there is something important there.

Half of any casting of cards is listening to your gut, or superego. Separating your Ego from you superego is where the randomness comes in partly. Then as you look at the cards impartial and unbiased, which is easier said than done.

Whatever pops up into your mind’s third eye, is what you go with… coincidences are like sign posts for a self-casting. Naturally when giving a reading to someone else they like to be closed mouth. So there are very little coincidences for you to see.

Past: {Eight of Earth, King of Water, Nine of Earth}
I am confused on what the Eight of Earth means by my skilled work will be recognized and rewarded… Maybe he means the charity stuff I write for erotica or CHYOO… I am in the process of rewriting all of that though. **cough** nightmarish grammar and spelling mistakes.

King of Water; He is looking downwards together in the same direction as the Queen of Earth. I have always had an affinity for water, and the ocean in general. Though the idea of treading water, without a bottom, terrifies me.
So naturally I enlisted in the United States Navy when I was younger. **go figure hehe**
I have a lot of Earth in this line. I believe that is recognizing that I have healed a great deal of self-inflicted damage. At the same time I have grown as an individual.

Nine of Earth suggests that I will be phenomenally successful in writing fictional stories… this reading is real. :P
Present: {Chariot, Awakening, Four of Fire}
Commonality, I am reading the book “Chariots of Fire” by Erich von Däniken. I am already a zealous Dänikenite. **lulz**

Archangel Metatron is one of two Archangels who the Lady ‘raised’ to the status of Archangel after Death. Of course, I imagine the actual story is very much different from that however I am surprised by the intersecting lines of commonality.

As if an entity going by the name “Metatron” is actually choosing to act as a conduit of the Lady’s will; And, helping me achieve my most fervent prayer/spell/wish. Raziel’s help absolute.

That would for the Lady to help my wife and I start our journey together. Also for the Lady to help us absolutely and abundantly clearly understand accurate and precise telepathic and emphatic communication between each other. :)

I believe that is Tay Tay; However, I focus on myself and the perfect wife for me. This is so that my Chi is helping manifest change in moi versus trying to change anyone else, let alone a celebrity.

The Lady is absolutely and abundantly capable of handling the universe all on Her own; And, most definitely wants me to butt out. **lulz**

Archangel Gabriel is apparently with me as well. She {souls are whatever sex they want to be}is helping to ensure the universe affects me as the Lady wills it. These two archangels may be the last ones I would ‘call’ on by name. Just the same I am overjoyed that it is them, because they are obviously the best ones for the job…
**I don’t know can angel’s choose to let their feelings get hurt?**
I know from a previous casting yesterday that Archangel Razielis with me as well so that makes three. She also revealed herself to three other Jedi last weekend when I went to a Holistic Expo. Her domains are Magik, knowledge, soul-mates, secrets and she is called the Wizard.
She likes to be referred to as “The Doctor”.
All angels are absolute conduits of the Lady’s will. As the Force is omnipotent, omnipresent, indivisible, immovable, and indomitable so are all angels. Archangel’s domains are what makes them unique; Instead of what sapiens’ may think of as power.

Every time the Lady thinks of love, an angel is born. The Lady’s love is infinite and so are the number of angels. They can help all of creation equally with any task abundantly and absolutely…

Gabriel is reminding me to be who I am, instead of trying to pretend or act like who I think my wife wants or deserves. This morning begins the calm before the storm. **2012.04.30-morning**
Very soon Michael’s life will change drastically and he will be happy with the changes. He will miss what he will loose in the process, and that is healthy. It is important for him to channel other points of view than the ones he is comfortable and natural with.
Four of Fire, is a gateway of fire to my wife and I. I feel that my body is reacting to whatever is coming. It is like a big Thunder storm is sweeping in. Take off in an airplane; Driving up a very tall mountain; The calm before the storm. Pain that I normally feel from Psoriatic Arthritis is dulled. Maybe this suggests my wife is flying?

I feel a compulsion to believe that the card is acting as a bridge between the Present and Now. The two words almost mean the same thing to most. I separated them as the immediate and then the next thirty nine hours. I am to be myself.
The next week will be a joyful experience for Michael filled with Love.
Future: {Three of Fire, Queen of Earth, Ten of Fire}
Three of Fire, is telling me that the next five years more will be a phenomenal exalting success for my wife and I. Spiritual and Material abundance is ours to be had. We will raise superhumanly and Divinely gifted, healthy, and fit biological children.
**He there bub; You have to cheer-lead for yourself; Before anyone else will.**

Queen of Earth, is Michael’s wife. She is looking up and forward with the King of Fire which is Michael. Elementally Earth and Fire coexist very well together. Their synergy is immense. They are like two peas in a pod. They think very much alike. They spend most of their time together and are enriched by it.

Ten of Fire: There is a lot of the element of fire around Michael’s wife. Fire is a double edged weapon. It may want to heal as much as destroy. They have a difficult path ahead, and Michael and his wife will be called upon to let others help. If they listen, the Lady will reveal who is safe to trust.
Now: {Four of Fire, Paige of Water}
Paige of Water, is acknowledging that my wife and I, have done this dance before.
Michael and his wife began this life as all lives do. They establish what experiences they want to have in their life. They choose all the details then and there. In the present there are a small number of details that they are aware of that they can change if they wish.

A new phase in the relationship of Michael with his wife begins now. Great change is coming for Michael, and so remain focused on the outcome desired and let the heart guide. He will move a great distance from his parents, couple friends, and everything he is comfortable with.

Maybe ironically Michael will be happy where he is with his wife. Realize that the souls of family and friends have chosen their own paths. Those relationships are also entering into a new phase and are leading them towards what they want to experience.

“Thank you Jeff and Lezlee, you made part of this very easy with your actions in the past. May the Force be with you, and you ask the Lady to light your path.”

The last sentence of the Paige of Water card indeed does say “Heightened Psychic Abilities”. I am happy with that being in my future too. However I must state that everyone has an equal psychic opportunity, even if our outcomes are different.

This is like money in a Free Market economy. Inequality is by design, as it is a consequence of past choices. Luckily the government fails to even try to forcefully ‘redistribute’ psychic potential. **shudders** Horrid nightmare… absolutely horrid.

Four of Fire, reminds me of stargates. Yes like the television show and movie. It will either destroy me, and lead to my death. Or my wife and I facing our future together as one. The reason for the choice is because right now is an ‘opt out’ for both of us.

‘Opt Outs’ are times when your soul can choose to end the current life. Generally a soul may choose five or six different opt-outs in a life-time. This is without anything to do with Depression or thinking negatively about the Self at all. To ‘opt out’ means your higher self {or Id} rejects the future of the path the ego and superego has put itself on.

If an Id decides time is up and hits the eject button then that is how the cookie crumbles. Science, physics, Hermes, medicine, doctors, or whatever are void of any power over opting out. As I implied before, this is decided completely without the Ego or Superego’s knowledge or input because they are bias and without the necessary objectivity.

However, please understand that we are our Id. Our Id is apart of who we are, our thoughts, our opinions, our loves, interests, hobbies, whatever makes us unique as individuals. The Id simply is much more than just that, and has access to knowledge and a point of view the Ego and Super Ego fails to.

We are all of equal ‘worth’ in the eyes of the Lady. We all equally ‘deserve’ to be happy. This is true for everyone, at all times, regardless of any life’s singularity.

All we have to do is “take a chance” like the synthetics in “Space: Above and Beyond“ used to say. Then the “Law of Attraction” takes care of the rest.

Even if I am not right? **see what I did there with the contraction?** That would simply mean that I am confused and will meditate some more to gain further enlightenment.

Square the Circle

For those who read this and think I am insane? I am ok with that. I have zero control over what anyone do, let alone think. Even if I am wrong, I refuse to exercise such power. There is a much more loving, joyful, and happy path to take to achieve any result. The means justify the end; Instead of vee-keh vehr-sah.

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The most beautiful creature in creation, even without makeup on.

I meet with thee
Heart beat, naught sleep
Ever dream, where we proceed,

Promise love, indomitable ardency
Thee esteem, I revere,
Exaltation pure I for thee

Serene angels, make thee
Travel Terra, seven seas
Force doth, Tranquil me
Lady bless, our awesome feats,

Dream sleep we meet
Down our road, where
Our life, is eternally happy

“A Red, Red Rose” - Robert Burns

O my Luve’s like a red, red rose
That’s newly sprung in June;
O my Luve’s like the melodie
That’s sweetly play’d in tune.

As fair art thou, my bonnie lass,
So deep in luve am I:
And I will luve thee still, my dear,
Till a’ the seas gang dry:

Till a’ the seas gang dry, my dear,
And the rocks melt wi’ the sun:
I will luve thee still, my dear,
While the sands o’ life shall run.

And fare thee well, my only Luve
And fare thee well, a while!
And I will come again, my Luve,
Tho’ it were ten thousand mile.

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Envisi♥ning, my wife, Tay Tay and I, walking d♥wn the isle el♥ping in Las Vegas, instead ♥f them.